Saturday, June 26

Sensitive Friday 

Supposed to meet up with Jave and Oddesey to watch some Chinese Opera in Redhill but was 'put aeroplane' by Jave. So ended up having dinner with Oddesey and spent some time with him at Long Chuan Dian explaining stuff to him while he took pictures.

Went down to Nines Cafes to meet Cold Flames and was 'put aeroplane' again. Called up Kastaway and he is going somewhere in town and from the tone of his voice, seems he is like not very keen to meet me and I can sense from his tone that he is not very willing for me to join him to where ever he is going later.

Cold Flames appeared just as I was about to go home and we went over to Golden Cafe for his dinner and seems like he had a hectic day at work. Ah Biah called to clarify some God stuff and I felt bad on neglecting Cold Flames as what Ah Biah wants to clarify is quite serious.

Just as we were about to leave for home, Linus called asking can we meet him as he is going to meet Kastaway but don't want to go down alone. So we walked over to Maxwell and by the time we got there, Linus was already deep in conversation with Kastaway and Styler. So much for too shy to meet them alone!

Saw some forum people at the next table but they quickly moved away when they saw me, guessed I am some monster that makes people puke when they see me - someone in that group posted something like that in the forum before - felt so hurt that none of them even bother to say hello, guessed its time for me to go back to be the old lonely me. At least I am much happier just being with myself.

Followed Kastaway, Styler, Linus and Cold Flames to Mox and to our dismay, its Ladies Nite - meaning Lesbian Nite lah - so went over to Tantrix to chill instead. Linus kept complaining about feeling cold - was it the temperature or was it the effect of sitting opposite his crush? I had Snow Ball as usual but stole some beer from LInus by making him play some drinking games with us.

Kastaway and Styler left shortly after mid nite as they need to work in the morning while we stayed till one. Was supposed to go back early but when we sat down near the Night Rider bus stop to talk, the flood gates just opened - exchanged bits and pieces of our lives, experiences and outlook.

Was tempted to spent the nite in town in one of the spas but afraid that I will not be able control myself; as much as I am horny, can't do anything about it until after the Pulau Ubin visit on Sunday. Real test of my self control this two weeks thanks to Ah Biah.

Reached home near to four and have a feeling that I might be falling sick soon with all these late nights.

Maybe I was just being too sensitive.

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andi at 04:25