Saturday, May 22

Love Hurts 

Love hurts was what I commented in Kastaway's blog when he was posting about his breakup.

Love is blind, so blind that I didn't realized that some of the things I do out of love actually hurted him. Yup, you guys know who he is. I feel lousy that I didn't realized that I am stressing him all this while with my act of love. It all boils down to one thing - love is selfish.

So blinded that the relationship progressed at the speed that was too alarming, the warning signals were there but I choose to ignore it but to simply rush all the way through. Guess The Book of Answers that Cold Flames showed me was right:"Don't Over Do It". But I put my brakes on too slow and it resulted in a crash. A crash that I know I will recover from, but I worry that I had hurt him.

I was so on top of the world that I forget to place my attention on how he feel, I just went along with my feelings which actually made him feel more akward and unsure of how the relationship would move on.

At least I am glad he choose to tell me rather than to avoid me. I can only let go - no matter how reluctant I am - but trust me, I am feeling all sour inside. All I hope for is that he will meet someone who will cherish him, who knows how to love him.

How to love is something that I need to learn.

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andi at 14:11