Monday, May 24

Lazy Sunday 

Its just a lazy Sunday but full of dilemmas, thankfully not mine.

Although it was close to six when I finally cried myself to sleep, I woke up three hours later at nine o'clock.

Spent the rest of the morning blogging, posting in forums and trying to figure out how to connect to MSN with my laptop using the spare phone line and finally succeeded after lunch. Was chatting with Baby Face, Adaxial and Fuzionz in MSN before fatigue really set in and I hit the sacks for the later part of the afternoon. Woke up at five to accompany Mum for dinner and we had Japanese food at the Kou Fu Food Court.

Went down to Nines Cafe after dinner and I almost threw my root beer bottle at Cold Flames and Skye when they appeared closed to eight when we were supposed to meet at six! But I didn't really mind the wait as I was on MSN with Adaxial and Fuzionz besides there is a new staff there to ogle at.

Had a heartening talk with Cold Flames about the dilemma he's facing but encouraged him to be patient for nature to take its own course. He was a little worried that I am not able to take the blow from the Fuzionz affair but I ensured him that I am alright as I have been through rougher patches in life.

Jave arrived close to closing time and after horsing around in Nines till they were about to chase us out with brooms and mops, we adjourned for supper to some coffee shop near Boat Quay. Kastaway joined us after his outing at Towel Club and the topics were mostly about Chinese cultural, super natural and sexual stuff.

Was very touched to receive a message from Cauli saying that she is glad that I have friends supporting me by my side and I replied to her message telling her that I know that she is also one that stands by me. In fact she has stood by me through so many difficult times that I really thank the Beings for blessing me with a friend in her.

No one could decide how to get back home, so playing the big brother role, I maneuvered the troupe to a bus stop where Clod Flames and Skye could still take the last bus there back to Hougang before Jave and me seek out our own transport home.

I took the opportunity to talk to Jave about his dilemma after parting with the two younger ones. Although I am very sure he knows what he is doing and I understand that he needs time to untangle himself from the other web locks but it still pains me to see two people in love but both afraid to commit to the relationship for the fear of hurting and being hurt.

Who am I to comment about love when I didn't even pass my own love test?

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andi at 09:01