Sunday, May 23

Ironic Saturday Nite 

This is a damn ironic Saturday nite.

There is supposed to be a Chinese Tea Outing at Tea Spa but due to some reasons, the outing turned out to be at Nines Cafe - again. There were only two names on the confirmed list but the turnout was great - almost twenty in all.

Shopped around a little while and bought another pendant and bracelet before meeting Kastaway and Ryan at Bugis Junction. Bumped into Skye di di and had a short talk on what happened between Fuzionz and me. Although things didn't work out between us, still have to thank this di di of mine for going that extra mile.

Went for dinner with Kastaway at Funan Food Court while Skye and Ryan went for their dinner and dance. Dinner with Kastaway was a hilarious time exchanging lame jokes and I really appreciate his cheering me up when I am feeling down.

Proceeded to the Chinese Tea Outing at Nines Cafe - ironic? - after dinner and met some new faces other than Jave, Cold Flames and Jigme there. Wasn't in the mood for conversation so I busied myself on the laptop downloading some stuff and surfing SGBoy awhile - I know its lame to surf at an outing - just flame me!

After there is really nothing that interest me on the net, Cold Flames initiated the topic about Fuzionz and I really appreciate the concern he showed. I was also glad that he arranged for me to fetch Skye and Ryan from their dinner and dance when Fuzionz sms to say that he is coming over with Linus.

I was really touched when both Cold Flames and Jave volunteered to accompany me over to Bugis to fetch the other two and must really thank them for putting up with some of my nonsense during the way there and at the Plaza by The Park Food Court where we stopped for some food.

The most touching moment I felt was when Cold Flames accompanied me to park the car when we reached back to Chinatown Point as there were no proper parking place; those who drive will know how frustrating it is to find parking place by yourself when you are driving on a group outing.

Didn't stay long at Nines Cafe. The majority went clubbing while I volunteered to drive Ryan, Kastaway and Jave back. I also took the opportunity to ask Fuzionz along as I wanted to sort out our tangles.

After dropping off Ryan at Jurong West, the rest of us decided to stop for supper at Bukit Batok and the Satay Bee Hoon was delicious. Kastaway left us after the meal as his house was within walking distance. After dropping Jave off at Woodlands, I finally had a chance to have a good talk with Fuzionz.

We drove round aimlessly ending up in Sembawang Park, Seletar Reservoir - all the places that dating couples haunts - when we are officially not together. Ironic?

I don't want to go into details here, maybe in another entry, but our consensus is that although we both enjoyed the short time together; the pressure we both felt from the speed that the relationship is going is too great at the moment for us to carry on.

Love is short lived when found most unexpectedly.

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andi at 10:18