Saturday, April 17

Black Out 

No, not the Big Black Out last week at the West end of the island .

But the period I blanked out three years of my life, just like moving files to the recycle bin on the computer. I just shut it out from my mind and don't recall a single thing of that period. Although I still maintain contact with one person from that stage, I don't remember how I got to know her, only knows that she is an important link to that black era.

I refused to pick up calls which I found very irritating from the people that I known then, and deleted the numbers of most. I even changed my mobile number time and again to avoid them.

Life goes on for me like a zombie you see in those Chinese ghost movies. I just eat, sleep, study and spent most of my free time on the net. There were many places that I avoided cause I know if I visit them, it will bring back memories.

It was scary and depressing knowing that you lived for a span of time without any re-collections of it. But I overcame my own emotions and just as I am getting adjusted to my new and boring lifestyle, the one person that I respected like The Oracle appeared with one question which threw me into a dilemma to make a decision, which will again affect the rest of my life.

The One Hundred Million Dollars Question.

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andi at 10:10