Sunday, March 28

nua 

ha ha, this is the first sunday that i nua at home by myself.

didn't go church, temple whatever. didn't even join my family when they go praying for ching ming. just nua at home the whole day watching telly, sleep, surf and basically doing nothing. actually thought of going out at night but decided to stay at home to watch darrly and evelyn's wedding, think mediaworks overdoing it, the wedding seems surreal, more like a show.

felt like something is missing today cause my sundays used to be so full of things to do. during my pre u days, the morning will be spent in the temple, and shopping or watch telly - mind your lang, alf, mr bean in the afternoon. i will be working most sunday nights in expo ti gam stall, really miss the beng days.

this pattern continued into my army days and later just that most sundays afternoons were spent on the bed or going out with camp mates. my social circle then was really small, confined to my army friends and temple friends. i normall book in on sunday nights even though i was not required to stay in. it was towards the end of my contract that i was quite active in my lion dance troupe that my sundays were really busy cause there will be performances on most sundays.

needless to say that sundays are the busiest during the three years serving in h.i.t. conducting lessons, activities and what nots really burnt me out by the evening and all i hope for is to be able to sleep early on sundays.

my sundays now seems empty.

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andi at 22:50