Sianz
Nowadays, don't seems to have the mood to blog.Don't know what to write about, its not that there is nothing interesting going on in my life, there are. Hanging out with Ah Biah and company brings lots of fun to my oh-so-boring life. But sometimes I feel that I am out of place cause of the age gap.
Looking at the people around me, all seems to be doing fine. Most have bright futures, a best friend, knowing where to go, I even envy those who have a mundane job. I don't lack friends, tons of them, but just don't have the special one that can share everything. I guess its due to my sexual orientation, Can't get to close to anyone.
My health is not that good nowadays, due to the long and irregular at work, and the powerful air-con at the airport doesn't seems to help either. My all-long problematic gums and teeth problem is also making me feel lousy. My looks is the greatest source of depression. Not that I never try, I wash my face, go for facial and all that but still looks horrible.
Haiz, just wish to fall asleep and never wake up again sometimes.
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andi at 20:20
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